I'm feeling no connection. My overloaded system cannot absorb any more energy, be it positive, negative or neutral. I stand behind my camera lens and refuse to allow experience to filter through mirrors and into my mind's eye. The heaviness is subtle, shrugged off easily enough with a clove and a bucket of laughs with the homies. Externally carefree. Internal--lead weight.
I search for something missing, scan the horizon and breathe in how small I am. In shrinking down to my mammal proportions, I finally remember my own ability for supernatural contortions of matter into sound into energy all-encompassing. I remember my favorite saying: I am you are me, and I sink slowly back into myself where I feel blissfully free to be me.
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